I asked David to come to me last night & tell me what the hell I'm supposed to do. I woke up this morning with a thought I have never thought in my entire life. I thought "There is going to be a time in the future where you're not going to be able to commit suicide or it will be much more difficult, so if you're going to do it you better do it now or you'll be sorry". Like if I went on, something bad was going to happen & I would be very upset because it would be much more difficult when/where I haopened to be at that time.
Who was that? Was that David? Was that a demon posing as David? Was it my imagination? I've never had any type of thought like that at all in my life. Now I don't know what to think. All I know is I asked David a question and for him to come to me and answer it. I woke up with an answer that I had never before even thought of.
That's it. I'm not going to write anything else, because I'm afraid it will be deleted.
